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(no subject) [May. 24th, 2006|03:58 pm]
ive pretty much lost my passion for writing some how.........

it kinda sucks.....but then again its kinda nice to not let ur emotions out to a computer...
yyyeeeaaaaaaa...
well then...i dont really know why im writing this.....i have to go back to the prison in a little while any way......

well, good by livejournal.......im sure you'll have fun without me.


-xachattack
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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2006|09:18 pm]
[Current Mood | blah]
[Current Music |outkast, roses..................haha..]

bbblllaaahhhh..
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(no subject) [Jan. 10th, 2006|08:19 pm]
i think i broke my foot.


i really fucking hate my life!





FUCK!
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2005|09:39 pm]
oh livejournal, i almost forgot about you.......the place where i can share my thoughts with the world.

well you know what! fuck you world! fuck you!
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(no subject) [Jul. 17th, 2005|08:14 pm]
there all laughing obnoxiously in the other room.
im sick of every one and everything.
im sick of my fucking life!
im trapped and its not fucking faire!!
yes faire u fucking assholes!!!
i just keep getting fucked over!
FUCK U
FUCK U
FUCK U
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2005|04:51 pm]
[Current Mood | exhausted from fucking work.]
[Current Music |everclear, firle maple............i think.........wurd.]

BLARG!!!
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(no subject) [Jun. 11th, 2005|12:32 am]
i never update any more.....what a crying fucking shame.
any way the bad news is that school and tests arent over yet.
the good news is that i now have posseion of my very own motorcycle...FINALLY!!!
wurd..
it needs some more work...but brad and me have already started a little so it will be awesome when i get it on the road....yeaaaaah....
well i want to go to bed now cause i got work tomorrow.....
then i get to work on my bike more.....
CANT WAIT!

BitCHeS
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(no subject) [May. 28th, 2005|12:24 am]
[Current Mood |fuck u]

searched the web for: one good reason to live

hes a line from the first thing i clicked on....
(there was many thingies like this)
i found it rather amusing...
yeah.


Anti-reason: The world needs more, not less, people of determination and courage who have faced death and said, "not yet." Counter: Why does the world need this? What the world needs is less annoying plastic. Besides, in my experience, it takes more courage to end it, than to live. I've tried to leave, but found myself weak, so I continue to live. The coward truly does die a thousand deaths, as I die every day, either killing myself in spirit, or killing myself for being too weak.


A-fucking-men
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(no subject) [May. 27th, 2005|11:09 pm]
i dont even think i want a fucking livejournal any more...
but im to lazy to figure out how to delete it....and i like looking at other peoples entries sometimes so yeah........
any who.....
least im going to rockland tomorrow....hope i get back in time for "da beach party" on sunday...
what ever.
good night.
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(no subject) [May. 26th, 2005|10:20 pm]
no one ever fucking comes up with a solution!

or maybe they do......infact i know they do.....all the fucking time.
just not for me.
because i am impossable.
i am an impossable human being.
there is no solution for xach.
i am utterly solutionless.

jesus fucking christ! kill me now!
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(no subject) [May. 22nd, 2005|05:28 pm]
rainy days blow..
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|01:11 am]
at first
it starts out
as a low drone
and it gorws
and grows
until
you think it might just
take up your entire
world.
she says she talks,
she talks all night
to angels.
you find it
easy to understand
after all you always hear
what you dont want to hear
from thos people
with their chemical
smiles.
you always said
you would
never fuck up.
maybe this town
has gotten to small
in its building process.
let me out of this
cage,
and ill tell you my
secret.
because there is always
a curious set
of ears.
where has life
gotten us?
or where have we gotten
life?
or where have we gotten
ourselves?
no where.
some where.
it has to be some where.
maybe were just at the
bottom of the
hamster wheel
again.
we'll just go
round and round,
until we land in
the right town.
we'll just go round and
round,
until this
good
for
nothing
town,
lands us
rotting,
burried in the
ground.
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|01:07 am]
[Current Music |everclear]

am i really insane?
can it get this bad with this much lack of happyness?
why cant u just fucking answer my question u stupid fucking bitch!

YES OR FUCKING NO!!!
ITS NOT THAT HARD!!!
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|12:58 am]
[Current Music |everclear]

its sad, that this isnt as sad as it can get.
i dont want live here in the middle of this chaos.
all i do is suround my self in noise and pretend you dont exist.
ill just live in my dark little corner for ever.
the time means nothing to me.
thats what ill tell the pigs when they come knocking at my
door, because of complaing neighbors.
do u know wut time it is son?
yes sir i do believe its about 1 somehting in the morning...
would u like to come in for a quick blunt and a cup of tea?
or maybe just to investigate.
i could even show u my noise maker.
its called a drum set...rather nifty i must say so myself.
any way if ur just going to stand there looking at me like im crazy,
u can get the fuck out, because ur wasting both our time.
with that i would proceed to push the swine out with the barrowl of my gun.
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(no subject) [May. 15th, 2005|12:38 am]
[Current Mood | FUCK YOU!]
[Current Music |EVERCLEAR]

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(no subject) [May. 14th, 2005|12:45 am]
yeeaaa...
so im still not happy.
can i die now?
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(no subject) [May. 9th, 2005|10:07 pm]
[Current Mood |fuck u]

IM NEVER GOING TO MAKE IT.
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(no subject) [May. 8th, 2005|07:43 pm]
[Current Mood | fuck u]
[Current Music |fuck u]

i really need something for my fucking depression.
and im so fucking angry right now
people say im the angryest person theyve ever met...but the thing is....they dont even know wut im actually like when im angry and flipping out on the world. they only know what i look like when im really stressed out combined with anger and hatred of school.
aaaany way this weekend sucked.
i cant find happyness.....i just cant.
and i cant help it. i cant help anything. life happens and it leaves me behind along with the past.
im fucking trapped here u assholes!
and all i wanted to do was to see lauren on saterday and actually have a good time with her and others.............and...i dunno i just wanted to do something that day.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh!
im so fuckign angry god damnit and all i have to do now is fucking homework. jesus fucking christ!
the reason why friday sucked so much is becuase i felt trapped and depressed. and then saterday sucked and today was the worst mothers day ever.
i fucking hate holidays.
theyre only people searching for happiness and making up excuses of why we should all be nice and get along even if the fucking situations suck and everything is bullshit.
i dont even know wut im saying ANY MORE i just know thaT everything is complete bullshit right now.
i hate living.
i fucking hate it!!!!!!
god damnit i just wanted to see her and then she went o jamies cause i couldnt even call her.cause my phone doesnt work and there wasnt any ones phone i could use and i was atr the park and aaahhh im going insane and my parents suck and thgeres never an end to this fuckign sentance it just goes on and on and ona nd on and blllaaaahhhhhhhhhh.......i dont know wut to do any more i dont know wut to fucking do which is really really bad cause then i just kind of make myself do wut all the administration assholes tell me to do. even though i know its not benefitting my life in the long run at all even though they say it is.

FUCKERS!
GO FUCKING DIE AND ROT IN A FGUCKING DITCH ON THE SIDE OF THE FUCKING ROAD!

any way. i have nothing else to say besides fuck u and umm.....all the other complants and trants and confusion and wut ever else my life is filled with.
im sry i took up this prtescioius little amount of ur time...or of ur friends page....if im even on it......or wut ever.
common u can all blame me for something cant u?!?!
fuckers.
i hate this place.
i hope some crazy asshole from the middle east drops a fucking nuke on us.

blarg.
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(no subject) [May. 2nd, 2005|09:34 pm]
[Current Mood | indifferently scrumptious!]
[Current Music |sparta]

talking to lauren
oooooonnnnnnnnnnn
zjee telephone...
scrumptious......

eating zjee iiiice cream
scruuuumptious .........






...yjjjjjeeeaaaaaaaaa...
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(no subject) [May. 1st, 2005|05:06 am]
[Current Mood |humdidilee!]
[Current Music |everclear]

i need to take a couple more swigs before i write this entry...
hold up a sec.
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......oh my
yes well!......applejack shit....bllaaahhh!....pretty bad shit. *cringes*
any whooo....buzzed i serpose...sittin up herrr in brads room while him and the mrs. are downstairs doin god knows wut!
hahaha.
yes well.....so as i was saying....applejack, orange juice, vitamen C, and a handful of cheese-its.
can it get any better?
yeah probably but my weekend has kinda sucked any way even though ive been getting trrashed alot and shit...jesus christ its 5:20 in the fucking morning.....oh god i dont know how im going to pull off going to school monday....i dont want to even think abuot it right now.
oh god.
any way i believe i had something to say before but i dont really remember wehat that something was...soooooooo...............
yeah.i cant believe im still fucking up. i guess caffine will kinda do that to ya hunh?..
yyeeaaaaa.....i dont even remember today so well....i mean like i do...i deffinately do...but its just all been a huge blur it seems...even though ive been sober all day........wut ever.
i need to be medicated badly...thats all i know right about now. ha!
well then. this is pretty much a pointless entry.....its not like i can do anything else right now any way.
i dont know wut to say...theres nothing to express my emotion right now.
i guess thats ok cause i just dont have the energy to care right now.


well i wish i could dissapear right now.
good night.
i mean morning...
right
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